What I felt - When Gatsby died

I was so upset to hear that my old love Gatsby was murdered in cold blood. My mind was in turmoil, as my heart and mind was shocked by his sudden death. I cried for so long, and I wished that I could have been with him, but it was not meant to be. When not in the company of Tom, I cried my heart out because the man who loved me was forever gone. I was sad, that it was even worse then when I married Tom instead of Gatsby, and my heart broke into a million pieces.  My sadness overcame me, even when others did not notice. I regretted so much that Gatsby was killed, which probably had to do with me hitting that woman while I was driving. I could have never left Tom, but the death of Gatsby, an innocent man, broke my heart. I was scared, depressed, and overwhelmed by the grief that overcame me. His loved that he showed me brought me alot of joy, and now that he is gone, all that I am left with is sadness. I loved him, and his absence from my life forever brought sadness that will never leave. I missed Gatsby, my first and true love.